May 2010
47 posts
Nostalgic/Overthinking/NotKnowingEnough
Things were so carelessly fun. Hours on end of pointless, but meaningful conversation between my close friends and I. I miss those times. I love you guys, I know I complain, and I suppose sometimes I’m greedy with a certain few things, and out of everyone in the whole family I feel as if I’m the one who always needs to have an eye on, but even with that stated, I love you guys....
Last Night's banter
Danica: You know what really hurt my feelings.
Dave: What?
Danica: When Jake said, "fuck that."
Michael: That wasn"t Jake... that was JV.
Danica: Oh, nevermind, disregard my last tumblr post.
I don't want to
come off as being over dramatic, nor do I want to become repetitive within my notions and sayings but I feel as if I’m not wanted. “Fuck that…” Really? Seriously? That makes me feel like you don’t want to see me, nor do you even “care”. You guys only love me when you’re under some kind of substance. All the while you’re under this trance...
Disclaimer -
This is not about the family. Just so people know,
BUT
You shouldn’t state rather someone is disgusting or not, just because they decide to rekindle a broken friendship. You’re really immature. You’ve started so much between two beautiful beings. Just move, leave, and let everyone else live their lives peacefully.
- Danica
Today
I’m just sad
Some how
I feel as if I’m floating away slowly, and by the time responsibility comes along I’ll have no one.
I don’t know if that will make sense to anyone but myself. I just feel really disconnected from things. I want to know like how I knew before, I want to able to be automatically thought of when plans come along, I want old times to come around. I’m very thankful for how...
I like waking up
to your face
and to the sounds of our brother trying to figure out whose legs belongs to who while we sleep on your bed lol
Mah Shugah Bay-er
I wish
A list of my favourite things
-You
People are just disapointing
People, in general, make me upset. Knowing the capability of others and seeing a few of these actions take place makes me mad.
I also hate it when you can just tell what someone is thinking.
Hate it.
I want to try
that outlast lip stain by cover girl.
I just finished my essay and I also got my room clean. Hopefully my mother lets me go out tonight!
Moral of today's Morning
Be sure to check your phone, for it still might be on vibrate. That being, you might not hear your cellular device when it’s time to get up…..due to the fact that the only sound that is trying to awake you from your deep slumber….are the fucking…vibrations.
I woke up late and I could have sworn I wasn’t going to make it to the bus on time. But, due to my magical...
I'm
happier than happy could ever be.
I can't sleep again
My hair is in a knotty up do, my face is all unmade, and i’m wearing the worst clothes I probably own, with all of that said I feel absolutely great. It feels like summer before sophomore year all over again. I’m awake all night, and I end up sleeping ALL day. I miss my friends though.
Anyways, school is going to be great, just a few more days and I’m done. Also, just a few...
Things to do when your bored:
Sleep
I realized
That every time I encounter a Harry Potter fan, I go ape shit.
Harry Potter FTW.
Oh, when I was a wee 8th grader
I was a moron. I don’t think age maters though, I’m still a moron.
One moar pozzzst!
Two months will have past on Friday and there is something I have to say. I know it’s only been two months, to some people that may seem like a really long time, to other’s they may just feel like it was insignificant time passing by. I for one, can not say the same. The last two months have gone by increasingly fast. The time that has passed by wasn’t insignificant, I’ve...
Sometimes
I feel like I’m putting too much thought into something. Sometimes I feel like I’m getting the shorter end of all that is great and wonderful. Sometimes I feel like I’m not getting what I deserve.
But when I’m with the right people, they give me everything I need, everything I deserve, and everything in return just by showing love and concern.
I really am special. I say...
I gave up on the "Day to day" blog.
I’ll eventually do it again.
However, as of now, I don’t feel like it’s something important. There are a few things bugging me. I don’t have the urge to want to talk to anyone about whatever is on my mind.
Writing about my problems make them more real, tangible, more alive. Fuck.
Day Nine - A photo I took
Today I thought,
michaaaaelr:
“What would happen if I died”? I thought about all the things I wanted to or should’ve said. Things that would forever be left unsaid. I thought about what people would really feel, if they would actually care. But I mostly thought about the things someone else may have wanted to say to me. What if it what they said ended up changing everything? It really is such a stupid thing to...
Day Eight - A photo that makes me sad/angry
We fought a lot, but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss you
Day Seven - A Photo that makes me happy
Several photos make me happy, heres a few:
Little Monster
Day Six - Whatever Tickles My Fancy
Sir Alex Brooks tickles my fancy. You make me smile when I need it, and even when I don’t ;) <3
a little bit of this, a little bit of that
As of late, I’ve been finding it quite difficult to sleep. Considering I do sleep all day after school and end up waking up around 10 pm..ish, but all in all, I decided with the time that is not being spent dreaming in a deep sea of slumber, that I should write about things, important, more or less, insignificant, or what have you.
First and foremost, I’m grounded. Despite the...
A list I made in school
A list of minor/and I guess major characteristic factoids about myself. Enjoy.
-i tolerate people easily, however i dislike many -when i’m angry, i cry -when i do not have chapstick at hand, i am unhappy -my mother only loves me on good days -for the past 3 years of high school, the school’s system has always spelt my last name incorrectly; i could change it, but i’m too lazy...
Day five - favourite quote
“Did you think that was fun? Because trust me you won’t have that much fun until you discover oral pleasure.”
-John Krasinski (Away We Go)
Day Four - Favourite Book
The Harry Potter Series hands down. The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
Thats all. Ha
Day Three - Favourite Television Program
I ‘ve watched every single episode, on every single season. Granted there was only 2 seasons. But still. I have my fingers crossed for the 3rd season!
Day Two - Favourite Movie
Howl’s Moving Castle is my favourite movie, ever.
Day One - My favourite song
I feel like this is a shaky thing to discuss. I have lots of songs I absolutely love. Lately, I’ve been listening to a lot of Miniature Tigers, granted that they may definitely be one of my favourite bands ever, but my favourite song has to be written by Connor OBerst. Brighteyes is just simply wonderful, and when my favourite song plays it just makes me think of life and all it’s...
This caught my eye
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken...
All the stressed that built up
Through out the past month has finally lifted off my tense shoulders. I have room to breathe, time to think of the future, and all the love from my friends and wonderful boyfriend I could ever ask for.
I’ve never been so happy in my life. Everything I want and need is in my reach for my taking whenever I feel it is appropriate to hold on to. Even with knowing that, I haven’t even let...
